BAWW thread

My Christmas is gonna be really uncomfortable... Due to my current lack of a job or being in school right now, my entire family is disappointed in me, including the side of my family that I'm really close to and am heartbroken that I've managed to let them down, too.

lunar_helix wrote:

My Christmas is gonna be really uncomfortable... Due to my current lack of a job or being in school right now, my entire family is disappointed in me, including the side of my family that I'm really close to and am heartbroken that I've managed to let them down, too.

And as we all know, Christmas is the season of purely conditional love, and also, when the state religion of unfettered capitalism/consumerism is given the sword of guilt in one hand and the shield of Plastic Chinese Jesus in the other. By not having a job and thus not being this gushing geyser of money in time for the holidays, that's how you've let the tribe down. They see you not spontaneously bursting into flames at your heresy and it forces them to wonder what the hell compels them to keep up the charade. And no one likes that. That means you might actually have to think and not just do.

I'll be gone tonight and most of tomorrow. turns out, my sister DOES want to make my life even more hell than she already makes it. soooo...

It feels like someone punched me in the gut and put my insides in a vice, it hurts and is making me breathe wierd.

blackfuredfox wrote:

It feels like someone punched me in the gut and put my insides in a vice, it hurts and is making me breathe wierd.

Same.

I feel like I'm gonna shit my intestines out >.<

Darkwing wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

It feels like someone punched me in the gut and put my insides in a vice, it hurts and is making me breathe wierd.

Same.

I feel like I'm gonna shit my intestines out >.<

I dont feel like I have to shit, its just sharp pain all through out, with jumpy wierd breathing.

I've got specific things bookmarked. like not just websites, but things that direct me to chat rooms or specific parts of forums whenever I'm feeling lonely

I've bookmarked 6 different live streams to see if one of them is online every now and then, just so I can have someone to talk to...

I think I think about my father a little too much. Way more than is probably healthy.

I wanted to listen to Traffic and my sister's playing Justin Timberlake.

Just... just shoot me now and save Al Qaeda the trouble.

lunar_helix wrote:

I wanted to listen to Traffic and my sister's playing Justin Timberlake.

Just... just shoot me now and save Al Qaeda the trouble.

Sorry, only commies here. No terrorists save for the IRA, but they only kill Brits in ireland.

OH GOD, NOW IT'S DISCO. SOMEONE, PLEASE, GOUGE OUT MY EARS.

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

then use that. fuck, I just want someone to beat the shit out of me.

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

then use that. fuck, I just want someone to beat the shit out of me.

Well I...you see... I...im confused.

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

then use that. fuck, I just want someone to beat the shit out of me.

Well I...you see... I...im confused.

when you meet me in RL, could you grab a baseball bat and beat me to the ground with it?

I think this is my pacifist way of unleashing violence to feel better. instead of beating someone up, someone beats me up

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

then use that. fuck, I just want someone to beat the shit out of me.

Well I...you see... I...im confused.

when you meet me in RL, could you grab a baseball bat and beat me to the ground with it?

I think this is my pacifist way of unleashing violence to feel better. instead of beating someone up, someone beats me up

No milo, im not beating you with a bat, I might beat someone else, preferably someone I don't like. You had me confused though, I thought you meant for me to hit you with my...im going to shut up now.

DO SETH, DO SETH, SHOOT HIM IN THE STUPID FACE.

Milo, you should give up your pacifism to stab Seth in his eyeballs.

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

every time I talk, I want to punch myself in the face. if I were someone else, I'd beat the living shit out of me. bff, shoot me in the face will ya.

All I have is a air rifle and my coc-...

then use that. fuck, I just want someone to beat the shit out of me.

Well I...you see... I...im confused.

when you meet me in RL, could you grab a baseball bat and beat me to the ground with it?

I think this is my pacifist way of unleashing violence to feel better. instead of beating someone up, someone beats me up

No milo, im not beating you with a bat, I might beat someone else, preferably someone I don't like. You had me confused though, I thought you meant for me to hit you with my...im going to shut up now.

what I meant is, beat me with a bat, and then LATER, we can... *cough* beat eachother

I hate myself and want to die.
I love myself and want to live.

fuck you joker.
also wtf why did they let joker into arkham with his suit? he should have the loony dressing gowns.

MAN I WISH I COULD WATCH VIDEOS IN 720P RIGHT NOW
DAMN IT I AM GOING TO TRY ANYWAY

God, my brother's excessive bitching is just SO FUCKING IRRITATING

I just want to be important
to someone.
someone who will sit and talk with me for a while
nothing more.

please.

Thlayli wrote:

I just want to be important
to someone.
someone who will sit and talk with me for a while
nothing more.

please.

This

Skype me Kaizy :3