Confessions thread

blackfuredfox wrote:

I confess I believe im having the slowest, or longest anxiety attack ever. I havent slept in 3 days, the last time I ate anything was sunday, I picked up cigarettes again, and can't stand to be home longer than I would need to shower. But on the exterior I seem no different besides not taking any breaks at work. New revelation just this moment, I confess that I sincerely believve my body is trying to kill itself.

Sorry man, I feel for you.

But you definitely need to eat something, because god-damn, Sunday was six days ago in a few hours. Put some food in your mouth or I'll have to find some way to come over there and force you to eat.

Riv wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

I confess I believe im having the slowest, or longest anxiety attack ever. I havent slept in 3 days, the last time I ate anything was sunday, I picked up cigarettes again, and can't stand to be home longer than I would need to shower. But on the exterior I seem no different besides not taking any breaks at work. New revelation just this moment, I confess that I sincerely believve my body is trying to kill itself.

Sorry man, I feel for you.

But you definitely need to eat something, because god-damn, Sunday was six days ago in a few hours. Put some food in your mouth or I'll have to find some way to come over there and force you to eat.

Don't get me wrong, I've tried eating. I just can't actually bring myself to. I get nauseas everytime I do. All of my calories I've been running on have been from drinks which isn't saying much there either. It was kinda funny at the beginnin for a bit because before the bulk of this happened I sstarted finding grey hair on my head. Its terrible though because at the same time im feeling horrible im finding it so interesting how its developing. I mean its obviously stress related but finding out what that stress is, is neat wwhile alsso time consuming.

blackfuredfox wrote:

Riv wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

I confess I believe im having the slowest, or longest anxiety attack ever. I havent slept in 3 days, the last time I ate anything was sunday, I picked up cigarettes again, and can't stand to be home longer than I would need to shower. But on the exterior I seem no different besides not taking any breaks at work. New revelation just this moment, I confess that I sincerely believve my body is trying to kill itself.

Sorry man, I feel for you.

But you definitely need to eat something, because god-damn, Sunday was six days ago in a few hours. Put some food in your mouth or I'll have to find some way to come over there and force you to eat.

Don't get me wrong, I've tried eating. I just can't actually bring myself to. I get nauseas everytime I do. All of my calories I've been running on have been from drinks which isn't saying much there either. It was kinda funny at the beginnin for a bit because before the bulk of this happened I sstarted finding grey hair on my head. Its terrible though because at the same time im feeling horrible im finding it so interesting how its developing. I mean its obviously stress related but finding out what that stress is, is neat wwhile alsso time consuming.

Smoke weed, it'll solve two of your problems right there.

Zoe wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

Riv wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

I confess I believe im having the slowest, or longest anxiety attack ever. I havent slept in 3 days, the last time I ate anything was sunday, I picked up cigarettes again, and can't stand to be home longer than I would need to shower. But on the exterior I seem no different besides not taking any breaks at work. New revelation just this moment, I confess that I sincerely believve my body is trying to kill itself.

Sorry man, I feel for you.

But you definitely need to eat something, because god-damn, Sunday was six days ago in a few hours. Put some food in your mouth or I'll have to find some way to come over there and force you to eat.

Don't get me wrong, I've tried eating. I just can't actually bring myself to. I get nauseas everytime I do. All of my calories I've been running on have been from drinks which isn't saying much there either. It was kinda funny at the beginnin for a bit because before the bulk of this happened I sstarted finding grey hair on my head. Its terrible though because at the same time im feeling horrible im finding it so interesting how its developing. I mean its obviously stress related but finding out what that stress is, is neat wwhile alsso time consuming.

Smoke weed, it'll solve two of your problems right there.

Can't. Military drug test in 26 days. I fail that and im blacklisted from not just the USAF but all branches, and more than likely my family wwill blacklist me from being one of theirs.

blackfuredfox wrote:

Can't. Military drug test in 26 days. I fail that and im blacklisted from not just the USAF but all branches, and more than likely my family wwill blacklist me from being one of theirs.

I heard edibles don't stay in your system nearly as long.
Also, it's comforting to hear I'd get blacklisted from any branch of military for having pot in my blood.

blackfuredfox wrote:

Can't. Military drug test in 26 days. I fail that and im blacklisted from not just the USAF but all branches, and more than likely my family wwill blacklist me from being one of theirs.

Gotta be something you can do to calm down... Hell, you haven't slept in three days, have you tried just laying down lately? You should be pretty close to just passing out.

If it's right-proper insomnia, you may want to try a sleeping pill. Stress can induce insomnia, which can intensify stress; so if you can actually get a good night's rest it might help. Also, you may want to cut back on caffeine and make sure you're not dehydrated.

Zoe wrote:

I heard edibles don't stay in your system nearly as long.
Also, it's comforting to hear I'd get blacklisted from any branch of military for having pot in my blood.

They'd probably still take you in a draft, though. And it might be a hair test.

Zoe wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

Can't. Military drug test in 26 days. I fail that and im blacklisted from not just the USAF but all branches, and more than likely my family wwill blacklist me from being one of theirs.

I heard edibles don't stay in your system nearly as long.
Also, it's comforting to hear I'd get blacklisted from any branch of military for having pot in my blood.

A draft occurs and Zoe is forbidden from military service because of smoking a fatty the night before showing up.

Ya know, you guys get into to quarrels pretty damn fast around here. What the Hell?

I refuse to take any sort of pills. Principle. Everytime I lie down my mind begins racing from thing to thing and doesn't stop til I start working. Working being a general term for anything that isn't nothing. The closest I can get to falling asleep is when im relaxed enough for my mind to slow down. That's usually when im driving which obvioussly iss a big noo no.

Tank Abuse wrote:

Zoe wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

Can't. Military drug test in 26 days. I fail that and im blacklisted from not just the USAF but all branches, and more than likely my family wwill blacklist me from being one of theirs.

I heard edibles don't stay in your system nearly as long.
Also, it's comforting to hear I'd get blacklisted from any branch of military for having pot in my blood.

A draft occurs and Zoe is forbidden from military service because of smoking a fatty the night before showing up.

Smoke all the fatties.  

Sorry, but after working computer repair with a friend for a while, all I can say is...

OS X can suck my 7 inch girldick.

I'm not attacking Riv personally, but OS X is maddeningly convoluted to work with when there's a problem.

At this moment, Cry of Fear already LITERALLY has me shaking and the sweat on my mouse is like condensation on a cold water bottle.

I've played Amnesia. I've played Silent Hill. I've played Fatal Frame. I've played Dead Space, RE, and Slender (>.>). I swear on my life, I have never been more frightened by a video game since my irrational fear of Armos Knights when I was 5.
Seems I've found a game that's UTTERLY horrifying.


...


Finally.

PACHIIII

You should check how well Cry of Fear works via Sven: Coop

It would be awesome to play together. O:

I'M DONE!!!!!
I'M DONE!!!!!

NOT AFTER THIS SHIT. I CONFESS I'M A MASSIVE PUSSY. TIME TO PRACTICE SHIFT BOOSTING IN F-ZERO NOW.






UNTIL SUNRISE.

Lucy wrote:

Sorry, but after working computer repair with a friend for a while, all I can say is...

OS X can suck my 7 inch girldick.

I'm not attacking Riv personally, but OS X is maddeningly convoluted to work with when there's a problem.

...

Tell that to me; I rarely have a problem, and when I do, it's solved in about five minutes. The most complex problems have never taken more than an hour. And it's not like I sit around doing simple shit. I fuck with my drivers, change my BIOS, install different windowing systems... Basically I tinker with any and every part of my computer I can get an approximate understanding of.

Don't blame the computer because you and your friend have no clue what you're doing. Hell, most Mac problems can be solved by repairing disk permissions, and that's getting less necessary with each OS upgrade. I can't even remember the last time I ran that procedure.

Besides, I can't imagine how many problems you actually managed to see. Even my parents, who are absolute nunces when it comes to the computer, rarely manage to fuck up their Macs.

blackfuredfox wrote:

I refuse to take any sort of pills. Principle. Everytime I lie down my mind begins racing from thing to thing and doesn't stop til I start working. Working being a general term for anything that isn't nothing. The closest I can get to falling asleep is when im relaxed enough for my mind to slow down. That's usually when im driving which obvioussly iss a big noo no.

I'm the same way about pills, but three days without sleep is some serious shit. I don't want you to fall asleep when you actually have to be driving.

XoPachi wrote:

Ya know, you guys get into to quarrels pretty damn fast around here. What the Hell?

There are some things that need to be said; bullshit that needs to be brought to light.

I have to work on Macs at school. Mountain Lion.

Not so bad.

We need an "OS penisfencing" thread

Riv wrote:

blackfuredfox wrote:

I refuse to take any sort of pills. Principle. Everytime I lie down my mind begins racing from thing to thing and doesn't stop til I start working. Working being a general term for anything that isn't nothing. The closest I can get to falling asleep is when im relaxed enough for my mind to slow down. That's usually when im driving which obvioussly iss a big noo no.

I'm the same way about pills, but three days without sleep is some serious shit. I don't want you to fall asleep when you actually have to be driving.

I usually am driving on curvy back roads so the constant speed checking, turning, and generally listening to the engine keeps me awake. Another plus iss if I do fall asleep on those roads im pretty damn sure either the cliffs or trees will kill me outright so I wont be some vegetable. Yes I know its horrible humor.

Greg wrote:

We need an "OS penisfencing" thread

Show me your blade.

Brandish it with a flourish.

I confess to the following story that makes me laugh to this day.

I was driving my friend's car back from Santa Cruz to Fresno, and for some inexplicable reason the GPS took me on an incredibly windy road. It was honestly really fun, because my friend's car is a new Nissan Altima, and it had a full tank so he was like "LOL have fun gurl."

About 5 minutes in a guy in a piece of shit ricer comes up behind me really fast, but slows down because I'm just riding the curves at a fun pace. It's a one lane road with solid yellow lines, illegal to pass because of how FUCKING dangerous the road was. The guy, of course, tries to pass like a jackass.

So "NIGGA FUUUUUCK THAT" I says, and I lean along the road to ensure that he's not attempting to pass and trying to run me off the road. I keep him at a good slow 30 mph for a good 15-20 minutes while he rages behind me.

Also, the following picture is a bumper sticker on the middle of my friend's rear bumper.

 


Kodak moments~

Greg wrote:

We need an "OS penisfencing" thread

It's worse than console wars.

I bet the executives behind these companies masturbate furiously knowing how much people care about their product's e-honor on the internet.

The piles of cash probably help too.

still?

blackfuredfox wrote:

I usually am driving on curvy back roads so the constant speed checking, turning, and generally listening to the engine keeps me awake. Another plus iss if I do fall asleep on those roads im pretty damn sure either the cliffs or trees will kill me outright so I wont be some vegetable. Yes I know its horrible humor.

Just... be careful, man. I'm worried about you.