BAWW thread 2

You might be in the mental health system for a short while, Milo. I tried to commit suicide last year and I had to go to a few appointments to make sure I'm not a danger to myself or anyone else.

Just try and pick yourself up, hm? You have to make the effort or shit will stay sucky forever. You have to want to feel happy. I can understand that sometimes one feels that it's easier to stay miserable, but that's just how it is.

This website helped me a lot.

I almost killed myself, but now I'm over it.
One day when things are less messed up you'll be fine.

Zylphia_Armstrong wrote:

I almost killed myself, but now I'm over it.
One day when things are less messed up you'll be fine.

What happened?

My sister woke me up at 7 this morning to ask me where her school papers were.

Life is bullshit atm. I moved into a new place and they apparently don't want me there, so I have to move back to capitol hill. Seeing a couple of apartments today, hopefully. Really hoping that they let me move in with just the deposit, because staying at the old place is torture.

Thlayli wrote:

You might be in the mental health system for a short while, Milo. I tried to commit suicide last year and I had to go to a few appointments to make sure I'm not a danger to myself or anyone else.

Just try and pick yourself up, hm? You have to make the effort or shit will stay sucky forever. You have to want to feel happy. I can understand that sometimes one feels that it's easier to stay miserable, but that's just how it is.

This website helped me a lot.

yea... the thing about all the other times is, nobody knew about it. now that basically everybody I know is going to hear about what I did last night, they're all going to look at me differently. hell, my family is going to love to hear this information. especially my sister.

I just didn't want to wake up today... but I'm trying

this sounds stupid, but I feel weird looking at myself in the mirror. I'm going to avoid looking at myself for a while.

I didn't see you say anything about offing yourself last night.

lunar_helix wrote:

I didn't see you say anything about offing yourself last night.

I'd rather not think about what I did. I'd just rather get this therapy over with

lunar_helix wrote:

Zylphia_Armstrong wrote:

I almost killed myself, but now I'm over it.
One day when things are less messed up you'll be fine.

What happened?

Well I was watching my aunt's house and I realized just how terrible I felt.
I took 54 ibuprofen and walked around a while until my head told me I should call help.
Then I fell over and lied on the floor. then my friend came over and talked to the now dying me.
Yup hospital and the psychiatrist and suicide watch.

Now I am okay.

Zylphia_Armstrong wrote:

lunar_helix wrote:

Zylphia_Armstrong wrote:

I almost killed myself, but now I'm over it.
One day when things are less messed up you'll be fine.

What happened?

Well I was watching my aunt's house and I realized just how terrible I felt.
I took 54 ibuprofen and walked around a while until my head told me I should call help.
Then I fell over and lied on the floor. then my friend came over and talked to the now dying me.
Yup hospital and the psychiatrist and suicide watch.

Now I am okay.

I would have freaked out. I don't want a slow impending death. that's why I was going to walk over to the bridge. I'd rather get it over with in a split second.

I've done the whole walk out into a rushing river thing too.

I guess I like the thought of pending doom.

Well, all this made my baww seem sissy. :V

My girlfriend wants me to go bowling with her and some of her coworkers tonight. And absolutely no PDA; they don't even know she's a lesbian, much less the fact that we're dating.

I hate being autistic. I want to be able to love others the same way they love me.

I don't want to die, but I don't know how to live.

I'll have to wait another two weeks to a month to be able to get all the materials I need for my fursuit.

I have to go see a psychologist tomorrow... eh

lol

Wolf-Bone wrote:

lol

What a wonderfully constructive addition. Thank you.

Pliio wrote:

Wolf-Bone wrote:

lol

What a wonderfully constructive addition. Thank you.

which is ironic considering it's wolf-bone

MiloTime wrote:

Pliio wrote:

Wolf-Bone wrote:

lol

What a wonderfully constructive addition. Thank you.

which is ironic considering it's wolf-bone

I know, right?

I can't think of a good species for the main character of my story. Im tempted to use a fox with maroon fur, or a dingo. The only thing killin the dingo for me, is the main character is a US born Soviet.

I've been thinking of making a story... I mean I won't cause I suck and stuff, but I dunno... I have idea's lol

Obviously you need him to be Polish.

it's not my fault

MiloTime wrote:

I've been thinking of making a story... I mean I won't cause I suck and stuff, but I dunno... I have idea's lol

Is it, like, a sex story? :3c

Darkwing wrote:

MiloTime wrote:

I've been thinking of making a story... I mean I won't cause I suck and stuff, but I dunno... I have idea's lol

Is it, like, a sex story? :3c

it's a little bad that I predicted you'd say this.